kaakaa | (no subject)

well… I’m usually begging you to fuck me and you’re usually teasing me like whether you’ll give it to me or not…

So you're saying you want to do it differently?

i guess I was kind of thinking maybe sometime it being like so much that I don’t want you to stop but like it’s~ overwhelming or something. Is that weird?

But… also, kinda think it’d be sexy to let you make the first move especially since I know I’m always so easy about wanting you and telling you so. Not that I mind!!!

You mean the making you beg part?? You make a good point. I'm just not good at what you do.

I think… I mean more like you fuck me until I can’t take it anymore and make me beg that way…

Sometime, just… kiss me and push me down on the bed~ or something. Or not!

So you want to beg me to stop?

because it’s so good… is that too much?

No it's not too much.? I guess I just don't really understand what you'd be begging for.

mmmm to come, to take a break… I dunno! It’s kind of dumb. Don’t think about it!

It's not dumb. You just need to put in the effort to explain it to me otherwise I won't be able to give you what you want. But I'm getting it now so that's all you had to do. So you basically want to be bullied.

I just got nervous and kinda embarrassed trying to explain it. And yeah I guess you’re right… but I only want it if it turns you on too.

When I said before I wanted to protect you I meant that. So I want to think if you asked for something then it wouldn't be something that'd actually hurt you.

of course! I still… like it when you say that you want to protect me. It’s hard to explain why it means a lot to me but I’ll figure out someday.

Sometimes things don't need explaining and that's just how they are. Like maybe why I want to protect you comes from the same place where I want to meet your challenge. Making Karashin beg for something else sounds pretty exciting right??