kaakaa | (no subject)

tell me, please

You.

But what about me?

That I miss you.

Of course you miss me. I'm great.

You really won't give me anyyyyyyy details will you?

There have been a couple times where I'd imagine you just showing up somewhere I am even though that stuff wouldn't be decent. But even more than that I remember what it's like when you latch on for a hug. And think about how I wish that was more readily available sometimes.

[ It's... kind of instantly that Crow forgets the fact that he's been trying to get Nazuna to sext him. He frowns and the other's admission brings a mixture of a pang of pain in his chest and a warm and fuzzy feeling as well. ]

I wish it was too. I love hugging you. It's frustrating I can't be near you all the time. I'd make sure you'd get at least one hug a day from me.

Well I'm an adult. So I can handle myself just fine. Getting that kind of assurance just makes me feel lame if I'm being honest. Maybe it's just something about being human. Your grip is kind of impressive too.

You wouldn't be lame for getting affection from someone that cares about you. >:| Why shouldn't adults hug? Maybe the world would be better if more people got more hugs.

yeah? you like that?

I didn't say adults can't hug. I just think it makes me sound needy. I said I liked it didn't I????

We both know I'm the needy one in this relationship. You're not needy because you want a hug from someone you care about and who cares about you, y'know. And even if you were what's wrong with being needy. You like me even if I'm needy.

YEAH I MEAN YEAH. ... idk what I was getting at.

You aren't needy.

Seriously?

You never done anything that seemed "needy." You just ask for normal things.

I guess... I feel needy sometimes because I ask for so much more than you do.

You'd actually have to be asking for stuff for that to be true. Because it's not like you ask for a lot.

I don't like the idea of putting you in a position where you'd have to say no.

If it's about something like a kidney donation I might say no so I can see your point on that.

Well, like right now... if I asked you to come sleep over, you'd need to say no, right?

Well yes but that's not something crazy to ask for.

Being needy doesn't equal being crazy, nazuna!

It doesn't really matter.

I just... really like you, you know?

I know you aren't needy. You have your own life and friends and interests. You get by. I'm very lucky that you do. I'm glad That we both swiped in the same direction.

[ A part of him wants to point out that he needs those friends in his life just like he needs Nazuna but he decides maybe they should let go of the topic sooner rather than later. ]

We're both lucky. I think that making this kind of connection doesn't happen very often that way~. I didn't even really know what I was looking for but finding you was the best.

I don't think making that sort of connection in person doesn't often happen enough like that either. Now it sounds like I'm gloating?? But it feels like something to gloat about I guess.

It is~. Gloat about it all you want.

Kinda makes me feel extra special to you.

Someday soon, spend the night. I miss you.