kaakaa | (no subject)

You aren't needy.

Seriously?

You never done anything that seemed "needy." You just ask for normal things.

I guess... I feel needy sometimes because I ask for so much more than you do.

You'd actually have to be asking for stuff for that to be true. Because it's not like you ask for a lot.

I don't like the idea of putting you in a position where you'd have to say no.

If it's about something like a kidney donation I might say no so I can see your point on that.

Well, like right now... if I asked you to come sleep over, you'd need to say no, right?

Well yes but that's not something crazy to ask for.

Being needy doesn't equal being crazy, nazuna!

It doesn't really matter.

I just... really like you, you know?

I know you aren't needy. You have your own life and friends and interests. You get by. I'm very lucky that you do. I'm glad That we both swiped in the same direction.

[ A part of him wants to point out that he needs those friends in his life just like he needs Nazuna but he decides maybe they should let go of the topic sooner rather than later. ]

We're both lucky. I think that making this kind of connection doesn't happen very often that way~. I didn't even really know what I was looking for but finding you was the best.

I don't think making that sort of connection in person doesn't often happen enough like that either. Now it sounds like I'm gloating?? But it feels like something to gloat about I guess.

It is~. Gloat about it all you want.

Kinda makes me feel extra special to you.

Someday soon, spend the night. I miss you.

You *are* special. For sex?

You're special too.

No...I mean if we had sex that'd be cool but... I just miss you. I wanna eat with you and talk and hug. I like to sleep with you by my side.

Do you think I'm too horny?

That sounds nice night actually. Of course I'd want to spend a night over there next time we can. No that wasn't what I was trying to get at. I was just asking because i'm not opposed to it.

You can come any night. I can always rearrange my work... I know it's harder for you to rearrange stuff.

well~ we'll see how you feel when you're over here. Maybe I'll make you make the first move.

That's a pretty bold statement when Karashin's quick to resort to begging.

Maybe. But maybe I wanna see you getting me to beg in a different way. If you wanted to.

"In a different way?"

I don't know!

You can't pose that sort of challenge and not have any expectation!! How am I supposed to accept the challenge??

well… I’m usually begging you to fuck me and you’re usually teasing me like whether you’ll give it to me or not…

So you're saying you want to do it differently?