kaakaa | (no subject)

[ A part of him wants to point out that he needs those friends in his life just like he needs Nazuna but he decides maybe they should let go of the topic sooner rather than later. ]

We're both lucky. I think that making this kind of connection doesn't happen very often that way~. I didn't even really know what I was looking for but finding you was the best.

I don't think making that sort of connection in person doesn't often happen enough like that either. Now it sounds like I'm gloating?? But it feels like something to gloat about I guess.

It is~. Gloat about it all you want.

Kinda makes me feel extra special to you.

Someday soon, spend the night. I miss you.

You *are* special. For sex?

You're special too.

No...I mean if we had sex that'd be cool but... I just miss you. I wanna eat with you and talk and hug. I like to sleep with you by my side.

Do you think I'm too horny?

That sounds nice night actually. Of course I'd want to spend a night over there next time we can. No that wasn't what I was trying to get at. I was just asking because i'm not opposed to it.

You can come any night. I can always rearrange my work... I know it's harder for you to rearrange stuff.

well~ we'll see how you feel when you're over here. Maybe I'll make you make the first move.

That's a pretty bold statement when Karashin's quick to resort to begging.

Maybe. But maybe I wanna see you getting me to beg in a different way. If you wanted to.

"In a different way?"

I don't know!

You can't pose that sort of challenge and not have any expectation!! How am I supposed to accept the challenge??

well… I’m usually begging you to fuck me and you’re usually teasing me like whether you’ll give it to me or not…

So you're saying you want to do it differently?

i guess I was kind of thinking maybe sometime it being like so much that I don’t want you to stop but like it’s~ overwhelming or something. Is that weird?

But… also, kinda think it’d be sexy to let you make the first move especially since I know I’m always so easy about wanting you and telling you so. Not that I mind!!!

You mean the making you beg part?? You make a good point. I'm just not good at what you do.

I think… I mean more like you fuck me until I can’t take it anymore and make me beg that way…

Sometime, just… kiss me and push me down on the bed~ or something. Or not!

So you want to beg me to stop?

because it’s so good… is that too much?

No it's not too much.? I guess I just don't really understand what you'd be begging for.

mmmm to come, to take a break… I dunno! It’s kind of dumb. Don’t think about it!

It's not dumb. You just need to put in the effort to explain it to me otherwise I won't be able to give you what you want. But I'm getting it now so that's all you had to do. So you basically want to be bullied.

I just got nervous and kinda embarrassed trying to explain it. And yeah I guess you’re right… but I only want it if it turns you on too.

When I said before I wanted to protect you I meant that. So I want to think if you asked for something then it wouldn't be something that'd actually hurt you.

of course! I still… like it when you say that you want to protect me. It’s hard to explain why it means a lot to me but I’ll figure out someday.