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Date: 2023-09-11 05:51 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: (pic#15286866)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
Sorry for the dead air on my end. I've been kind of busy so
It's not because I'm trying to avoid you or anything.
I just hope you've been doing okay.

Date: 2023-09-11 06:10 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: hand in hand (11)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
It's just schoolwork that's all. College sometimes feels like nothing's going on and then other times you don't have time to do anything else. I'm just trying to make the future semesters easier for myself.


But sometimes it's difficult to focus with other stuff on my mind?? So I know I keep opening your contact in my phone only to close it.
Honestly it'd be totally out of place to type out all my thoughts like this. It hasn't been all *that* long since I've talked to you but
It kind of feels like it has?
It's pretty stupid putting it like that when I don't know what I'm even trying to say!

Date: 2023-09-11 06:18 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: (pic#15286860)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
Maybe I am. But it wouldn't make much sense would it?? I mean it really hasn't been that long at all. And that just feels like a selfish thing to say.
I've just been spoiled lately by living normally like this.


I know I mentioned it on the app but it's been a while huh???? I can't act like I really talk about that stuff a lot anyway. But I want to work with kids.

Date: 2023-09-11 06:25 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: disinfectant (20)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
Martha's?

Date: 2023-09-11 06:29 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: (01)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon








It sounds like an important place.
One of these days i'd like to go.

Date: 2023-09-11 06:36 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: (pic#15312962)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
Who would i be to tell her no?? If it means meeting her then I'm okay with it.
I have to be selfish a little.

I think it's easier telling people that than applying that to my own mindset.
I've walked with my head down and repressing my own feelings for most of my life so there's a lot I have to do.

Date: 2023-09-11 07:02 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: manga (26)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
I'm not sure for a concrete day just yet. I don't want something to come up and to have to cancel.

Well I've been selfish enough to keep talking to you. So that counts for something.

Date: 2023-09-11 07:12 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: hand in hand (11)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
That might just weaken my resolve if I'm even more selfish.

Date: 2023-09-11 07:25 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: disinfectant (20)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
I mean then I'll end up missing you more I guess.

Date: 2023-09-11 08:10 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: manga (28)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
And that's why I have to maintain my resolve.
But I know I can't expect people to wait around for me either.

Date: 2023-09-11 08:13 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: manga (26)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
I don't mean literally.

Date: 2023-09-11 08:18 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: hope of the building (pic#15286881)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
Isn't there something you want to do with your life?

Date: 2023-09-11 08:33 pm (UTC)
pyonpyon: (pic#15312962)
From: [personal profile] pyonpyon
People can change is all I'm saying. And that's not a bad thing.
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